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01 March 2008 @ 02:56 pm
Sorrow  
Title: Sorrow
Pairing: Larxene x Naminé
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Genre: General
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 160 

At one, at two, at three (but especially at two), Naminé thinks. Again.
 
Sorrow binds, sorrow kills, and sorrow hits her hard down in her chest, throat, and jaw. Again. Her heart’s beating fast, paced infinite and thumping, and Larxene’s kissing her with ghost lips.
 
White, soft, and blurred. Naminé is thinking: This Can’t Be Real.
 
—Since when?
The other asked.
 
Since when did she ever matter. What she thought, what she felt. Like it was a dream, nightmarish and ghoulish and surrealistic. And—since when?
 
Since when is never.
 
Never is her, never is the girl lost, forgotten, never-ever did matter.
 
But when Larxene held her close, contusions climbing high on her arm (“I love you” is mocked), Naminé thinks she’s somehow sorted everything out.
 
At two in the morning, when the lights are just hitting. And the suns’ just climbing, and her mind is begging for relief. For grief.
 
“Don’t worry. I’m not that heartless, you know.”